Because ...

This is what I wanted to avoid. And, as usual, when I think that avoiding is cowardice and stopped to do that, all the reasons to be coward appears.

Because cowardice it's an underrated quality. Because cowardice protects our most deep interests, and my most deep interest here was protecting you, not to cause you more troubles than the ones that you already have. (Protecting myself, not to cause me Even more troubles than the several ones that I already have).

But, as always, I've got to be selfish, I've got to stop thinking and begin to speak as loud as I can, without taking care about what I was saying. And then, the mistakes begin to be committed.

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Menos mal que nunca mandé esto.